Tuesday, February 23, 2010

Abigail and Daniel

We had these pics taken at the mall. Abby was so excited because she got to hold an umbrella. I have no idea how they even achieved a pic of Daniel. He only sat still for a second. He was so busy that I heard the lady tell the other women to, "just forget about him, the ones we have are fine." lol.. He was a bit rambunctious. They made the mistake of giving him a baseball to hold. He yelled, "Ball", and off it went flying into the camera equipment. Of course that was after he took a bite out of the fake apple prop. I guess they figured he wouldn't eat the baseball.


Sunday, February 21, 2010

Heart Break

About a year and a half ago I lost a piece of something very special to me. It was a piece of the mother I had once known. Her stroke was like a thief in the night that robbed part of her memory, speech, and reasoning. In a flash part of her was lost forever. Now each sub sequential day I stand by and watch while bits and pieces are vanishing before my eyes. Her once beautiful smiles have turned to images of confusion, defeat, and an emptiness that is heartbreaking. Her eyes, which once were bright, are filled with tears of sorrow, misunderstandings, and frustration. Almost every word I speak to her is taken as a personal attack. She believes I am angry with her, dislike her and do not love her. I do not speak and I’m uncaring. I can hardly take the torture and heartbreak my words seem to induce. I am at a loss. I pray that somewhere in her mind she knows I love her, and I am so sorry. I am sorry I can’t make you understand I love you, I miss you, and you are my world. I am terrified you will leave this world and the last thoughts you have of me are I don’t love you. I pray to God to clear your mind, if only for a little while so you will know we all love you.


Wednesday, February 17, 2010


Blogging, hum a great way to express your thoughts, what's going on, and everything else in between. I know I haven't been doing much of it lately, but I've been in the deep thought and soul searching stage. Every time I start to post something I end up with a blank page, guess it's blank like the current state of my mind. No matter how many things, ideas and thoughts run through my head, I always end up back where I began, an empty slate.


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